Catalina Howl-Grayson's Moderator Application AU

#11
Hello


You follow the rules(major thing) you seem to understand those rules(minor thing) and always prefect(minor thing) but i can still see a problem with you being staff

The thing that bothers me is that you like to start drama over nothing,you like to be in charge and you tend to be toxic depends how salty you get.

In conclusion:

EDIT ON MY VOTE: After seeing that you are looking for feedback on the bad side i would confidently put 
neutral to +1

EDIT: Stop putting random screenshots from discord about how somebody did what he did...In general everybody can talk shit and that doesn't reduce their abillity to be an admin.Plus it's fucking rude.
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#12
I'm gonna start with this. I've known you since November of last year. You have grown to be one of my best friends and sure, You have made mistakes, but you are trying to correct them. Something other's try to do, including myself and fail. You have grown since I've met you. You've tried to better yourself, and sure, there are times where We both have been frustrated with staff about things. We've been frustrated with the server, to the point where I just don't get on as much as I use to. We can't change the past. We can only focus on the present, and even though SOME people take time out of their day to target you and many others. I think you deserve a chance. And sure, You have said stuff about staff, I don't think you hold a grudge like some people say. You just get frustrated, and you aren't the only one who does.

With this being said. If you don't get this. Let this be a chance to show you ARE improving on everything. People shouldn't hold stuff against you for your past. Any negative can be turned into a positive after all. And always take the negatives  and use them to improve yourself. You have been nothing but a good friend to me. Specially in this time when I am not doing so great. Everytime I see you on the server, You try to be as positive as you can be. You roleplay, Whether it's serious or silly. Something many people don't do on the server. And you follow the rules as best you can. And you have been improving. This may make me look Bias, but I've seen you. I've seen how much you are trying to improve. The fact that you broke away from the Hermione role is a seriously good thing. You have your own identity now. I have never met someone who cares so much about this server. I don't even think Staff care as much as you do, and that's not me taking a shot at staff. Staff do their jobs as best they can. That's all we can ever ask for. And yes, We have been frustrated with them. A lot of people get frustrated with them. But they do care, if they didn't well, they likely would of resigned. However, The amount of Passion, and love you have for this server.. I honestly don't even think I have it. You truly want the server to change, and want it for the better. I think that should be anyone's goal when they decide they want to become a mod, or admin.

If you don't get this, It's okay. Use it as a lesson for yourself. To grow and get better with everything. Take those negatives that some people always give you, and learn from them. EVERYONE makes mistakes, Everyone talks shit behind others back. That's what makes us human.


With this being said. I'm giving this a +1. I think (And not the only one) Who thinks you deserve a shot at mod. Till then, keep bettering yourself, Keep having fun, and never forget, to keep smiling.

+1. Give her a shot.
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#13
Massive +1
I'm really glad to see you applying for staff Catalina! I've seen you do some great work over the server, you know the rules and stick by them, you are not biased towards anyone as some people have stated above and I think you will do a great job as a Mod.
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#14
(01-27-2020, 04:13 PM)Joe Rosa Wrote: Oh god, here we go again. I'm going to say the same thing as I did the last time since my opinion of you has not changed since. 

To be honest I don't think you're fit for staff at all, I'm so confused as to why you applied for staff. You are very immature, you argue in OOC, and you talk about dumb things ingame that I don't want to get into. I don't even see you in-game, you say you're super active when you're not. You also act like you know everything and act like you're all mighty and big. People might not see it but I do. I'm honestly so surprised you applied for staff, you REALLY need to reconsider what you have just did, you really do. You had trouble linking your steam account on the forums now all the sudden here you are applying for staff. You're not known enough for people to know who you really are. I know there are a couple of staff that have seen good from you but honestly they don't know the truth, not one bit of it. When someone breaks the rules you get pissed and start running your mouth, honestly, not a good attitude for someone wanting to be a staff member. People know the gist of it, not all of it. I am VERY active on the server so I know the way you act, the way you RP, etc.... I'm on to see all of it. Only way I can be inactive is if I'm working, on Clone Wars, or if I'm on a break or vacation. But anyway, like I stated 50 times I don't think you're fit for staff. BIG AND BOLD -1.

Also someone from your little private discord sent me some DM's (The person that sent me the messages, you're a legend ty for that) and I found out that you guys were talking a whole lot of shit LUL. I'm not going to post the other shit you were talking about since it's just irrelevant. 

Wow, I wasn't even surprised to see screenshots of you guys talking shit in your discord server, especially in the VC's. 

You were also holding a grudge against Dea and Hazel when they dealt with the situation. I would post the things you said in chat but unfortunately it's not letting me copy and paste the shit you said in your private discord.https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/6...nknown.png

You're still immature, disrespectful, bias like Jacktot said which is 100% true and just overall not fit for staff.

Welp, I'm just going to be waiting here for all of her friends to start DM'ing me on Discord talking shit now I guess.
I do agree with Joe on this matter, you do have some issues you need to sort out.

If you are applying for staff and have a personal matter with a couple of the members of the team (I don't care if you said you sorted it out or not), then you need to realize that you may have to cooperate with them in order to handle calls and other incidents ingame.
It is not the place to hold grudges nor create this drama onto another platform.

The fact that you have mentioned how useless staff were when they didn't meet your standards, along with how highly argumentative you are in OOC, you literally shut down everything that bends the rules the slightest bit and have this massive pride of literally ruining harmless fun (This is NOT a serious RP server), as well as how you have talked behind people's back ingame and on Discord shows you are clearly not ready for this.

I was going to be neutral to +1 despite your immaturity and age, because I know you actually care about the server and just want what's best for it.

However, since I saw the posts on Discord, I'm afraid that you could be very two-faced to players and staff when they aren't expecting to see what you post.
That is something staff should NEVER do, period.

Therefore in the matter on hand, I'm going for neutral, but leaned to -1.

Good luck on your application, and I hope you took a REALLY good look at this.
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I just want to clarify for everyone, I tend to be a very honest and straightforward person when it comes to my thoughts. As you can see on my replies to forum posts, I am a blunt person. As much as people like to make it out to be, the RoR is not a shit talk discord, staff have complete and utter access to it. What I said about Dea and Hazel was nothing against them, it was me simply poorly communicating about my frustration in regards to a situation where I was uninformed. I would like to issue an apology to @Dea Viola and @Hazel Curze-Wintertale if they feel as though it was a personal attack, because I can tell you from the depths of my heart that I utterly adore the pair of you and the work you do. If you ask anyone close to me, anyone in that discord, they can tell you all about my staff appreciation rants. That is something people won't bother to screenshot and share to everyone, because it'll make me seem as though I am as blunt and caring as my friends claim I am. I applied for staff because I wanted to help the server so much more than I can now, because I want to be able to work alongside people like Dea, Hazel, Bathilda, Roman, etc who make HogwartsRP the best thing in my opinion. 
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#16
Neutral.

First of all you tend to RP a lot which I hope you know you won't be able to do as much.

The point people are making about you talking bad about staff is irrelevant for me, staff do that too I know because I was on the short end of it a while back when I first started playing (though I see what they mean with having to cooperate which might be a little more difficult for staff now knowing about them messages 

I do see what people mean when they say you are biased towards your friends I think the same thing I feel you're whole group are like that.

I think you take things too personally (again I think your group are the same) I've seen you argue with people in ooc a fair bit and I know my friends have had some experiences with you, which by the sounds of it have not been so great. 

Now onto the plus side.

You are great at following rules.

You do have good leadership and you are not to shy to tell someone if they're doing wrong.

You help out the new players.

You tend to try be nice to people.
 
Overall if you worked on those things I've mentioned and tried to argue with people in ooc less it would be a +1 and try to be more understanding that staff get really busy sometimes so try not get upset about it.
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#17
(01-27-2020, 05:25 PM)Barry Blackwater Wrote: Neutral.

First of all you tend to RP a lot which I hope you know you won't be able to do as much.

The point people are making about you talking bad about staff is irrelevant for me, staff do that too I know because I was on the short end of it a while back when I first started playing (though I see what they mean with having to cooperate which might be a little more difficult for staff now knowing about them messages 

I do see what people mean when they say you are biased towards you're friends I think the same thing I feel you're whole group are like that.

I think you take things to personally (again I think you're group are the same) I've seen you argue with people in ooc a fair bit and I know my friends have had some experiences with you, which by the sounds of it have not been so great. 

Now onto the plus side.

You are great at following rules.

You do have good leadership and you are not to shy to tell someone if they're doing wrong.

You help out the new players.

You tend to try be nice to people.
 
Overall if you worked on those things I've mentioned and tried to argue with people in ooc less it would be a +1 and try to be more understanding that staff get really busy sometimes so try not get upset about it.
This hits the spot for me  Harrygasm Harrygasm 
Minus the biased part, I personally just haven't seen it.

And for the part about it being a bit more difficult to cooperate with staff, It definitely wouldn't effect me bc 1.) I tend to not care much about things like this and 2.) It wasn't directed towards me so, I mean, ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Also with my experience on the team you can just speak to each other, everyone is really cool with one another

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#18
I have to agree with Jacktot an Joe.
You're bias towards your friends, immature, argumentative and
you get a serious attitude when someone points out you're breaking rules.
Mocking what someone writes on the forums in ooc is not exactly professional 
or mature in anyway.
You shouldn't be staff at all.
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(01-27-2020, 05:38 PM)Cauliflower Mcguffins Wrote:
I have to agree with Jacktot an Joe.
You're bias towards your friends, immature, argumentative and
you get a serious attitude when someone points out you're breaking rules.
Mocking what someone writes on the forums in ooc is not exactly professional 
or mature in anyway.
You shouldn't be staff at all.
-1

-1 same reasons.
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#20
Neutral

Hey Catalina, glad that you applied there is still much staff needed and I think the more help the better. That being said I will state why I gave my neutral comment. Hopefully you'll take my criticism with a grain of salt, since I haven't interacted much with you in game. Come by the bench sometimes.


I really really like your application there is a certain ammount of honesty needed for me to be able to judge a person properly and that's exactly what you provided. I think someone with an open mindset to criticism is a must for a staff member and that's what you've shown with the application it self.

But people have also experienced different sides of you. As I like to judge people by my own personal experience with you I have little to depend on as we didn't have much interaction. I saw you prefecting quite a bit so thats good you do everything by the books of becoming a Moderator. Which is fine but thats not the whole story.

It seems to me that you are quite new to this server and the way things go here. People be like that and don't expect that everyone is just happily getting along with each other nay nay we are out for blood. The drama has caught up with you and from my point of view you are not handling it optimally.



Everybody has been through some shit on here, and a mod app is the perfect place to shittalk someone you had a bad experience with. 

So please don't put your head in the sand already, if you wanna back off and lock it up go for it you can always apply in the future. If not, just wait and see what will happen. What's the worse that can happen, you'll fail your trial? Who cares! It's all learning experience.

Like others stated everyone at age 15 thought they could handle the world, I don't say you are like that but I can understand where the "immature" comments come from.

Unfortunately in this game and especially this forum its all about how you present yourself to other people, and with a strict prefect not everyone is gonna react the same. Don't get stressed out over this it's just a videogame relax.




Like I said earlier I'm going to judge you from my own personal experience, so I try and look how you do in game and maybe change my vote to a +1


Good luck with your app!
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