John Wave
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Info About John Wave
Joined: 07-20-2020
Last Visit: 03-01-2021, 04:13 AM
Time Spent Online: 5 Days, 12 Hours, 50 Minutes
Points: 785
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Location: Europe
Bio: I will be very honest about myself and I warn you that it is a long one.

I am not a perfect person, my faults are too many to even describe them in a few sentences.

Everyone makes mistakes but I made the same mistakes repeated times.

I don't have any friends in real life, my only friend is my grandma whom I love with all my heart

I am lost in time because I don't have anywhere else to go and I really don't know what to do in life: study, work, travel. I am afraid of going in an adventure and change my life.

Sometimes I am really imature but I am seriously trying to improve it.

I feel sad most of the time but my goal is to change others worlds and make them happy.

I am an awkward person also, I'm not going to lie about that and maybe that is why no one really likes me or has the patience to listen to me.

I play Garry's mod a lot since it is a way of distracting myself and have fun.

I like to listen to instrumental music and classical.

I like to read about mythology and history.

I have a baby kitten who thinks I am his father.

I deal with anxiety and sometimes I feel happy,orher times I feel sad and so on.

I lost many people in my life, especially my father. He abandoned me when I was a baby because he was a drug addict. I was raised by my mother and grandmother.

I waited for him for several years since I was a little kid. All I wanted was to have a father like other kids but there are times in life when we come to realize that there are people who simply do not love us and that we are not to blame.

Sometimes it is difficult to love oneself when you feel like the world is against you.

Your heart starts to crumble to the pression, to the emptiness surrounding you.

When you have tears from the side of the universe but you have no way to cast them out, you start falling deep down in a sphere that never ends.

And the reason why I love garry's mod so much is because I can live in my mind and forget the reality.

I have found so many people that I like, other people that I don't like but it is a blessing to be part of this community.

And yeah, I try to please everyone and make friends but most of the times I make "enemies" (people that don't like me or my personality)

My goal in life is to be happy and learn as many languages as I can. I want to do volunteer work and help as many people as I can.

And yes I know that money is important to survive but I also believe that changing someone's life changes your life in the same way.

And whoever reads my profile (if they ever read) and you are one the persons that I had an argument with? I just want to let you know that I don't hate you or despise you.

Sometimes I start arguing with people because I want attention and I know this is a childish thing to do but is the truth.

Now a few more details about me and thank you if you read my Bio until now:

-I love horror movies
-I love to watch series like Vikings
-And I love to eat
And sleep

Peace ❤❤
Gender: Male
RP Name(s): Tom Adams
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