I don't want to pretend that I'm a great person, or even a remotely good person. I'm fucked up in a lot of ways and currently entering therapy for what is believed to be a disorder which impacts my personality amongst other things. However, there is a person who has been a harassing, stalking and threatening me for months at this point, and following them taking the decision to make an 'SBS iceberg' in which I'm discussed multiple times despite my constant requests to be omitted, I've decided I want to put it out there as to how much of a terrible person 'Charlie Amendish' as he went by on SBS actually is.

DOXXING

One thing that Charlie loves to do is doxx people. There are a lot of people who Charlie has doxxed, either through a hatred of said person or simply because in his words 'he was curious'. Details such as real names, Family Names, private photos, social media accounts and even phone numbers have been publicly shared by Charlie for various reasons which he believes are justified. People who are more private are specific targets which Charlie seems to be even more determined to doxx. I just want to open people's eyes, so including myself below are a few people from SBS who Charlie has Doxxed (I have evidence for some, not all):

@@Mike Donner

@@Bҽʅʅα*:･ﾟ✧

@@hannie

@@Sabrina Grace Spears

Player who used to go by Sam, I can't find your current tag but will fix it once I do

I'm sure there are others, but it is late and none immediately come to me as is. Motivating factors vary from 'thinking they used to be hot', being in an argument with them or even blatant homophobia leading to hatred. Around a dozen cbanned users also make the list, but I don't see it as necessary to include them as many others are responsible of the same and in many cases it is justifiable. Even if he has not publicly doxxed you, there is a good chance that he has 'stalked' your socials just to get an idea of what you look like or what your name is, just to feed that 'curiosity' of his.

MANIPULATION

Charlie is a very good manipulator. He takes pride in how good he is at manipulating people:

https://imgur.com/a/0Jv8OSQ (all images shown with this name are Charlie)

Anyone reading this, if you've had a conversation with Charlie where he's pressed you for information in any way, regardless of how harmless it may have seemed, he has manipulated you. He's particularly done this to multiple people to find information on me, which he very much loves to taunt me with at any given opportunity. Anyone reading, have a think about if this may have happened to you.

SHOCKING INSULTS/COMMENTS

Charlie loves to find the lowest blows he can whenever in an argument with someone. If he doesn't go for a doxx, he will seek the most harmful, disgusting things possible to say to people or about people. In some cases of people he dislikes he will make comments but is too scared to make the same comments to the person concerned. I've seen and heard comments made about:

- Facial features, Appearance, etc

- Mental Illness

- Dead Relatives

- Past trauma

- Sexuality, Race and Religion (I could fill a book with examples of Charlie being racist/homophobic)

He justifies this by stating that he's had it done to him too. It's worth noting that a lot of it being 'done to him' is heavily retaliation for his own spiteful words. 

I'd like to share a few examples of some of the very tasteful things Charlie has to say about people or groups below. I won't include any examples directed towards individual SBS users, but feel free to ask me if any are out there pertaining to you (assuming you haven't blocked me). Otherwise I'm sure you're aware if he's had some nice things to say about you.

https://imgur.com/a/hExM9cF

These photos provide just a taste as to how Charlie truly acts towards any homosexual or non-white groups, and I'm sure a lot of people from this community know from past experience that this has been a very long-standing hatred.

FINAL COMMENTS

I'd like to finish now by talking about some of my personal experience with Charlie, and what pushed me to write this up. I've had months where Charlie's publicly announced my name and my family's full names which he obtained from my personal Facebook as well as information from individuals who were previously cbanned that were heavily involved with me (Charlie conspired against me with them frequently), manipulating my friends to find out things about me which he then used against me in arguments or just because he dislikes me, threatening me about how he 'knows exactly where I live', insulting and disrespecting people who are/were my friends, taunting me about how I'm 'a victim', making a youtube video in which he takes the pleasure of speaking about me on multiple occasions as well as many other SBS members who surely do not wish to be involved with the community any longer, Constantly ridiculed my personal appearance on the basis of personal insecurity, made a sticker of me on his private server from a mugshot in which he refers to me as a pedophile, and much, much more. I don't plan to solely make this forum post, and I understand the very real chance that it gets deleted or largely overlooked by what is a much less active community than it once was. As a person who suffers massively from mental health issues; Charlie is very understanding of this and has been using it against me; I feel the need to get all of this out and into text form so I understand how I'd proceed to talk to the necessary people about factors impacting my mental health if asked. I also just wanted to make everyone aware of what I've put up with as well as how much of an evil person Charlie has been towards myself and others. If anyone took the time to read this all, thank you. If I'm someone who personally impacted you negatively for any reason, whether it be due to my mental health or other reasons, I'm sorry. I cannot fix what I've done but just know I'm trying to be better.